Today I wake up feeling depress for now apperent reason! After that pretty much the whole day suck! Maybe I should go to the Hulk therapy! Get pump up and smash some things! Well Hulk get to smash New York City and a university in Denver now that real therapy!

While I in depression mode, I got to do some serious thinking

What is Islamic Civilization means? I keep asking myself this question myself for long time because recently there fight between politician and normal people saying that Malaysia is an Islamic State but some claim that we’re not Islamic State but we recognized Islam as Malaysia Official religion!

Through out my school years the history textbooks always mention about the glory of Islamic Civilization and how Malacca became know to world “Whoever is lord of Malacca has his hand on the throat of Venice” but then it struck me in the head every civilizations has glory days and of course the end.  We keep bragging about how good we in the past that we forgot about the future. Once I read a book about from a mufti at Australia that Islamic Civilization is crumbling right now. Why because during the birth of Islam nearly 1400 years ago (Islamic Calender) by Prophet Muhammad S.A.W (pbuh) glory of Islamic Civilization was at its best! But after the The Righteous Caliphs it was not easy to maintain the values that been past on to us by Prophet Muhammad S.A.W(pbuh) , later on after Ali ibn Abi Talib as the last Caliph of the Righteous Caliphs things pretty much get out of hand! People from the past work hard to to create Islamic Civilization and they earned the respect of scholars and the world. Now what baffles me that we claim ourselves as Islamic Country but what do we do to earn that right to become one? Who are we to claim the right to be Islamic Civilization when we can’t even solve problems with ourself! Split between factions moderns, moderates and radicals! We can’t even work together now! Don’t even start on Islam Hadari created by Prime Minister Abdullah! We created a religion within a religion? Hell we screwed the world so much that we created new sindrom which Islamophia! There no other religion other than Islam in the world been given the end word  -phobia! How low we have become!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Islamophobia

I am not going to debate what we should do or not let the schorlars think about  that, I have chemistry exam to worry about! I just hope what ever decisions that we make now would help us in the future or else we make the future generations suffer!